Most compelling Secrets

hate - i hate my school. i hate how i have no friends anymore. i hate where i live. ihatewhoiam...
category : General Confession 01-04-2007 19:05 visited 336 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 95.00 (rated 2 times)

my life - is not worth it, i miss my nan. no one thinks I care but she was the only person I will ever care about I wish I could die. I really wish it would all go away my family and my friedns so that I could ...
category : Disappointed 10-10-2007 02:06 visited 845 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 96.67 (rated 3 times)

i do drugs - i do drugs because living with reality... the day to day back and forth commitments with no end in sight.. is too much especially when i know he's never coming back and I was a fool for it anyways. ...
category : General Confession 10-28-2007 05:05 visited 454 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

lost in lies - I've lied to just about everyone about everything, I just can't tell the truth. I am so sorry. I really am, but I don't know what to do now. ...
category : General Confession 10-30-2007 21:06 visited 509 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 50.00 (rated 1 times)

why?? - why did you have to say that?? i mean i was fine i never thought about you in that way anymore and you said stuff to me over the summer that made me think there was no chance that it was never gonna h...
category : Romance 10-31-2007 02:13 visited 830 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Silent Longing - Last night's conversation was both light and very heavy, at least for me. Do you notice the deafening silence that used to be filled with "I love you." Instead we say, "Okay, goodnight...bye." That hu...
category : General Confession 11-02-2007 17:25 visited 701 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

three days - and then it wont matter if your mom cares that youre a lesbian, because were running away to california. ok?...
category : Romance 11-03-2007 22:20 visited 595 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 92.50 (rated 4 times)

I am no longer attracted to my fiance - I love my fiance and I know he loves me to death, however I am not physically attracted to him at all anymore. He still smokes after promising me time and again he would quit(We met online and I said ...
category : General Confession 11-04-2007 03:15 visited 1125 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

nitraM - I am enough. Even though you prefer her over me. I hope one day you'll look back and realise what you have lost and regret it everyday....
category : Disappointed 11-04-2007 14:06 visited 468 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

My High School Sweetheart -- IWALY - It's been almost ten years and I still have not been able to get over you -- I feel like such a loser because I don't even know you anymore. When I found out that you were getting married this past s...
category : General Confession 11-05-2007 08:26 visited 815 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 3 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 4 times)

two people - i'm in love with two people...and they're dating eachother. one knows, kind of, but i can't tell her the whole thing or i would be afraid that niether would talk to me. this kills me....
category : Romance 11-07-2007 01:08 visited 617 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Again - Dammit. I'm in love again. I swore I wouldn't do this. I know how it ends. It ends. F___....
category : Romance 11-08-2007 04:12 visited 586 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

You cant help who you love - I'm a good girl. He's a drunk who steals "Jesus Saves" signs off the side of the road and burns them. He has a beautiful girlfriend who is perfect for him. (And who I happen to like alot) But he te...
category : Romance 11-08-2007 07:13 visited 897 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 4 times)

I dont love you - ..mum, or my sisters or step dad. I don't think I love my girl friend any more. none of them did anything wrong and I don't feel bad for not loving them....
category : General Confession 11-08-2007 23:30 visited 429 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Back of the Bus - We had plans. Elaborate plans on what we'd do to each other. But what went back on the bus that day--I'll never forget....
category : Romance 11-09-2007 05:09 visited 1156 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 85.00 (rated 2 times)

Never really liked you much anyway - My grandmother left everything to my sister but I never really knew my grandmother that well anyway. Plus, I don't think she ever really liked me either. She was always cold to me. It still kind of hu...
category : Disappointed 11-09-2007 18:58 visited 442 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

I hate you and I thank you - I was molested for 10 years of my life. I am an adult now. I went to therapy. I have a full life. I just need to say that I know what he did was wrong, but you know what? I wouldn't be who I am t...
category : General Confession 11-10-2007 01:32 visited 615 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 6 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 6 times)

Drama Queen Andrew - We see each other everyday. You can be cool, sometimes, and we hang out. You can also be really, really, really annoying, and you p**s me off really easily. I'm not emo, I've never cut, and I'm not...
category : General Confession 11-10-2007 19:56 visited 510 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

Collar - I'm waiting for some one to be able to collar me, break me and put me together again at the end of the day without abusing my submissiveness. I want to be someone's pet. I want to be someone's someone...
category : Romance 11-12-2007 08:12 visited 477 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

its been a - You waited until I was ready and when I was I came yo u. I gave you everything I had in me. I've only tried to make you happy. I love you. You wanted to marry me, you wanted children and I was the one...
category : General Confession 11-13-2007 01:46 visited 494 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

I cant do it - The only thing that keeps me from killing myself are the people that love me. Other than that, to me, life is pointless. I don't want to go to school anymore, because I don't want a career...because I...
category : General Confession 11-13-2007 04:36 visited 376 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 3 times)

scared - Im so in love with him. And Im so afraid to. Because he has life threatening diseases, that could kill him in a couple years......
category : Romance 11-13-2007 20:22 visited 351 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

its hard to love someone - when you are in love with two different people. the one that truely loves me... is perfect. yet i keep runninag away. its been 5 months and i cant stop coming back to you. but the one i really want to...
category : Romance 11-14-2007 04:26 visited 464 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 90.00 (rated 1 times)

Thank You - "yo homie hope you're tearing up new orleans, can't wait to see you at xmas" that text message made my day. i hope you read this and know!...
category : General Confession 11-14-2007 09:14 visited 371 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

friends dont know - I wish that my friends would see I'm dying inside. I guess I'm just really good at being the friend that will always cheer others up. Sometimes, I'M the one that needs the cheering up....
category : Disappointed 11-14-2007 21:33 visited 654 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 3 times)

david - i'm in love with you. i just can't tell you....
category : General Confession 11-14-2007 22:52 visited 292 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Does it make me a lesbian - I'm a 21 year old girl and I always thought I was straight. I would masturbate and think only of men. Then I started thinking of women, little thoughts would slip in... Then I would think about men,...
category : General Confession 11-14-2007 23:59 visited 850 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

If only Shed Disappear - I hate her so much for all the pain she causes. Sometimes I really think if she would just disappear, everything would be so much better. Then we wouldn't have to deal with her manipulative guilt ri...
category : General Confession 11-15-2007 02:52 visited 425 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

Robbing the cradle - I'm an 18 year old woman and I'm dating a 15 year old boy. Which is totally illegal in my state. We had sex in his parent's bed, and his mother found the used condom. She's fine with him having safe s...
category : General Confession 11-16-2007 03:23 visited 723 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

Belonging - They never invite me. She apparently is the only one who vouches for me and brings me along; but she is gone so often I'm left sitting in my room alone. I can't stand it, but what can I do. If they...
category : General Confession 11-16-2007 07:31 visited 286 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

a toast to dad - you were not so bad when you were drunk. You never hit mom till you were so sober that you realized where you were. I never regretted buying you whiskey so that you would sleep. I just regret that you...
category : General Confession 11-16-2007 18:30 visited 68 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 70.00 (rated 1 times)

I just wanna say - this site is beautiful. Everyone who writes a secrets is amazing in every single way. Those who go through hard times stay strong. Writing my secrets out is like pouring my heart in soul into i...
category : General Confession 11-17-2007 07:58 visited 241 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 3 times)

outlaws - I hate my in-laws. They are such A_____. Everything they do gets under my skin. I wish they would die. I hate the fact that the holidays are coming up and I might have to see them. They are all a...
category : General Confession 11-17-2007 21:34 visited 194 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

no friends - i dont have any friends right now. i mean i have friends but no one to hang out with. there are plenty of girls who like and who like me, we just dont hang out. ive tried sooo hard to form a group of ...
category : General Confession 11-18-2007 01:31 visited 223 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Secret Crush - I have feelings for the married father of one of my children's best friends. I, married also, don't think I could say no if he were to make advances towards me. I've felt this way for three years. I'm...
category : General Confession 11-18-2007 09:20 visited 289 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Lonely in the Crowd - Even though I talk to a lot of people, I feel like hardly any of them are truly friends. I would give so much if I just felt like I was part of a group. I'm scared of ending up alone....
category : General Confession 11-18-2007 13:18 visited 149 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

blood - i can't deal with it anymore. bleeding myself to sleep. literally....
category : General Confession 11-18-2007 20:45 visited 313 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

i hate my father - i hate my father because he is Paranoid Schizophrenic & it was passed down to me. im almost 17 & i have learned to live with it but i always think that people are out to get me & im afraid all the tim...
category : Disappointed 11-19-2007 00:21 visited 230 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

eating disorder - I have struggled with anorexia since my freshman year of high school. I have had help, but as side effects, I got OCD, depression, panic attacks, BDD, and I have an addiction to self-injury. I am much...
category : Disappointed 11-19-2007 00:31 visited 281 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

the baby i want - I've known for 4 weeks and I can't tell you. When I get the courage to tell you and you leave me, I'm keeping our child....
category : General Confession 11-19-2007 00:55 visited 151 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Truthfully - i'll never stop loving her though i'm with him....
category : Romance 11-19-2007 04:50 visited 204 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

what a boy to do - I am 25 and I have dated a number of girls this year but I can honestly say that I still have feelings for a girl I have not spoken to for the past two years, some of you will say just get over it an...
category : Embarrassed 11-19-2007 04:59 visited 516 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

Lost Youth - I have lately been consumed by petty problems that I thought held relevence but all of it, the boy issues, the class issues, the stress it all seems so trivial now. I just recently found out a friend ...
category : General Confession 11-19-2007 21:50 visited 132 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Beaten - He hit me and i let it go. He burned me and i pretended it didn't happen. When will I leave?...
category : Disappointed 11-19-2007 23:48 visited 164 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Prove me wrong - Read these anyway. I am so tired of begin left behind. Or never begin heard. But I have no voice. I am not mad or depressed or anything like that. I am just stating facts. I feel like that all of m...
category : General Confession 11-19-2007 23:52 visited 179 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Losing My Kids - I am a nanny and my kids are moving across the country. I never intended to get in this line of work, but it paid cash and I needed the extra money in college. I've watched the kids since they were ...
category : General Confession 11-20-2007 16:46 visited 122 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times)

i love my son - my son tried to kill himself this past summer. i tell him how much i love him quite often. i wish it was his mother(my ex-wife) who tried and succeeded with killing herself. i hate her for who she is ...
category : General Confession 11-20-2007 18:17 visited 208 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Professor - I'm really attracted to my professor. Too bad he's old....
category : General Confession 11-20-2007 22:45 visited 139 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 2 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Not The Good Girl - Everyone thinks im a goody two shoes good girl....but i have fantasies about well...doing things , if you know what i mean !...
category : Romance 11-21-2007 01:13 visited 374 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

Purge - Every night when my children go to bed i fill my face with poptarts cereal and lunchables then lock myself in the bathroom and purge.... I eat because i feel like a failure i make myself puck because...
category : General Confession 11-21-2007 01:39 visited 124 times. Compelling Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times) Sincerity Rating 100.00 (rated 1 times)

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